I have spent my whole life consciously trying to figure out why. Why this happens… Why that’s what’s true… Why I act like this… Why culture decided that… My inner self wasn’t asking why the sky was blue or why the stove turned hot. It’s all the interpersonal stuff that was the subject of my quandries.

I could say childhood experiences shaped this perspective, and it’s part of the truth, but really; I am just who I am. It took me many years to become aware and even acknowledge this, let alone learn to use it. I had to learn just to accept it and then use it to advantage to create good.

Yes, I had to learn how to just be me, with my skills and abilities; to own it and live it instead of live according to what I thought I needed to, or to please others. I struggled to live in my power. In this I have taken a lot of time, so I figure I am either very slow going or very learned and deep; perhaps both and neither at the same time.

Like every other human being, I had and have dreams and goals, some of which are completed and others I have barely started. Some are too late and some I just changed my mind at some pont. One of my dreams since I was a young girl is to write the next great American classic, have it be a best seller on all kinds of lists and for it to touch human beings so as to last throughout time.

I also want it to be a supremely successful movie at least. Yep, we all have our dreams, some crazy, some audacious and some small. Whatever it is you want to do, be or accomplish; I am a voice to encourage, support, guide, help, inspire, motivate or whatever it is I can with what I am. My strengths and superpowers are there and will help who they help.

This is my why. I am just putting what I am and what I can out into the world and letting God put it (whatever it is) into the hands of whomever needs it. I look at life differently than most of the people I encounter. I understand things that people seem to need to know.

I can talk about most any subject because I talk about how it reacts with you and you with it, so really I always talk about the same things and apply it to all your subjects. And I seem to be able to help people move from where they are inside. You be the judge, and if I don’t resonate with you; just don’t watch, read or listen, cause what I got is what I will do and if it helps pass it on to the next person too.